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razielimI don't think literally anyone will appreciate me diverting my attention to yet another site instead of just hunkering down and providing tumblr with content, but I suspect I wouldn't be escaping so much if I felt fulfilled. Something's missing. What that something is, I don't know. First spending so much time on discord, now poking around here... Maybe I'm just trying to find a path back to authenticity, which I feel like I've wandered away from in the past year or so.
One way or another, I'm going to re-fall in love with the fandom hobby.
Ah.... for now, I think that means just making things. Rather than... participating in things, per se. I'm disenchanted with the idea of zines. All the stress of work and deadlines, with none of the feedback and support of just doing something for a community you're part of. Keeping things under wraps might be necessary for the concept of a zine, but I've found that it's pretty lonely.
I think I'm just in another state of flux. I don't know what my main fandom is anymore, or what my main ship is, or who my community is. I don't know how to make my footing precipitate back out of the mix. :')
One way or another, I'm going to re-fall in love with the fandom hobby.
Ah.... for now, I think that means just making things. Rather than... participating in things, per se. I'm disenchanted with the idea of zines. All the stress of work and deadlines, with none of the feedback and support of just doing something for a community you're part of. Keeping things under wraps might be necessary for the concept of a zine, but I've found that it's pretty lonely.
I think I'm just in another state of flux. I don't know what my main fandom is anymore, or what my main ship is, or who my community is. I don't know how to make my footing precipitate back out of the mix. :')
