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[razielim]

So anyway I quit my job bc Tarot cards told me to (this is sort of facetious), fucked off to Europe (for the first time!) for a month bc I jokingly texted my little brother asking if he wanted to go after his college semester was over and he said yes, so like... a week later my job ended and I just grabbed him, bought our tickets and some lodgings and WENT without any plan in mind (no, this isn't even a little facetious it's exactly what happened). Then I spent a couple months hardcore painting Legacy of Kain shit, like, DETERMINED to become amazing and idk become the LoK painter or some shit, and then I dropped a clock on my head and got a concussion and couldn't paint at all for 2-3 months. I'm back to being able to paint a decent amount without too many headaches so long as I do it on iPad and not my desktop/laptop (??), but I can't write well yet and I start to get confusion/nausea/headaches/irritation quickly after typing a couple sentences, so idk brain injuries are weird.

Tumblr being NSFW-unfriendly still sucks. Still kind of smeared over five million different platforms with posting my art bc some have shitty resolutions, some don't allow porn, some allow people to pay me money for original content, etc. There's not any one perfect solution. I'm kind of into BNHA now tho so that's nice. I've missed having a contemporary fandom. Still no idea what I'm doing with my life. For a while I was saying "I'm an illustrator" when people asked me what I do, these days I just say "I'm retired" bc frankly, that's the mood. I know I'll eventually run out of money, but. ????????????????