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I had... a restorative weekend. Meditated for ten hours total over three days, and another hour and a half this morning. Combined with my weekly 36 hour fast, the flavors, textures, and smells of the things I ate today were... a religious experience. I guess I'm adding a 1-hour meditation to my daily schedule from now on because this feeling is exactly what I hoped to attain and foster in January.

Anyway, FSC #4 - "In your own space, make a list of things that you wish existed in fandom or elsewhere, and/or that you'd like someone to create or do for you."

This isn't a list of things that are fillable, just... wishes.

  • A yearly RaziKain zine or big bang. I don't want to organize it (that would be a disaster), I want it to exist, fully formed, waiting for me to participate.
  • ....god, is that really all I want? That might be the only thing on this list. Uh...
  • I want someone to see a whole fest of really pretty Raziel porn and pinups. I don't want to have to do it all myself haha.
  • Sigh... yeah, I give up.
  • Wait, no, I want a BruJay zine/bb too!! *covers face and cackles* god, this is embarrassing...
  • Rhaegar/Jaime also comes to mind, so I guess all my wishes boil down to - I wish the small ships I care for so much were big enough to merit events. That's it.

I'm not used to... voicing... wishes. *sits here consumed with blush*

Date: 2022-01-11 17:55 (UTC)
spikedluv: (summer: sunflowers by candi)
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\o/ *g*

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